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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
[Beautiful Secret]
[Episode 12]
Wang Xu, today I brought your daughter here to see you.
Rourou
Rourou, I'm sorry
Mom was wrong. I'm sorry.
Do you know how long I have been searching for you
I finally found you.
I longed for you day and night.
I even dreamed of this moment.
Mom even went to God and made a wish, saying that as long as I can see you once more,
or if I would lose ten years of my life, I would be willing to do so.
Today, he finally opened his eyes.
Wang Xuan, mother and daughter reunions should be warm and touching.
Don't say these depressing words.
You are frightening her.
Miss
Please don't feel awkward after this.
This is Mr. Xu
Hello.
Hi.
Let's not stand here.
Come in.
Your tea.
Wang Xuan, did you notice that this child,
rather has some traits like you?
Child, is your name still Rourou?
My name is Jiang Meili
Jiang Meili?
Have we met before?
Why do I feel like I've met you before?
What a coincidence. You guys have met before?
I have met her twice before.
This must be fate.
Or else God wouldn't have arranged for Meili to appear in front of her again and again.
True
But I couldn't even recognize her
and having to go through such a wild goose chase.
See if you still have anything you want to say.
Seems like this mother and daughter reunion really is arranged by the heavens.
Child, are living well?
What about the people who raised you? Are they good to you?
We are living happily. They treat me well.
Good.
That's great.
I heard from Uncle Sun that you don't remember anything from when you were little.
Yes, I don't remember at all.
Then when did you find out you weren't their real daughter?
Could it be that they never told you?
Was it because of us coming to find you that they finally told you?
Wang Xuan, this means that they really treated Rou Rou as their own child.
You should be grateful.
Yes
Tian Hao is right.
At least you were loved.
This way my heart feels more relaxed.
Or else, all these years I would have still been thinking about this,
and my heart would still feel heavy with suffering.
Rourou, I really regret what I did.
That day I shouldn't have left your side no matter what the case was.
I swore that when you returned by my side
I would tell the whole world I have a daughter.
I won't let you feel wronged again.
Let's never separate anymore.
I understand your reasoning
but I love my family and I like my current life.
I only wanted to see you and to let you know that my life is good.
You don't need to be concerned about me anymore.
I don't want anything to change.
Rourou
Do you know
how hard it was for me to find you
I really want you to return to my side.
Wang Xuan, don't be anxious
I know you've been waiting for 20 years
but it's too much for Rourou to take in.
You should think about Rourou's situation
Give her more time to get used to this
Nevertheless, right now you have to respect her decision.
Yeah
Rourou has her adoptive family.
No matter what you think, you can't be too selfish. It's not easy to take away someone's daughter who they raised for 20 years.
After all, they are people who has significantly helped Meili.
If you can, I hope you won't let other people know that I'm your daughter.
I don't want anyone to know about this.
Rourou
I'm sorry.
I just want to be Jiang Meili
I don't want my adoptive parents to be hurt. I don't want them to think that I abandoned them.
You're right, I was too greedy.
Being able to find you was already a gift given by God.
I shouldn't have conceitedly asked for too much.
I understand.
Sorry.
We Chat
What's the matter?
It's nothing.
Can you stay by me a little longer?
Why isn't she texting back?
Was it because what I wrote wasn't that polite or tactful?
Xu Ruolin's matter yesterday and that day when the rice was cooked badly are the same.
Both were accidents.
Don't put it to heart. Don't misunderstand.
I wasn't saying that your qualifications are bad.
That's right, it's all very clear.
What's the problem then?
The signal's bad.
I have it. I have it. Full bars, full bars.
Did you receive it?
Have you read it?
At least give me a smiley face!
Does Jiang Meili know her manners?
When you were little
you were always by my side
and wouldn't let go of me
You also loved it when I sung to you.
Especially that song, "My Dear Child".
You would listen to it several times beforel you fell asleep.
I'm sorry, I can't recall any of that.
It's fine.
As long as I remember.
It's all good.
Those 20 years, there wasn't a day where I wasn't suffering from my guilt.
That's why, I decided to retire from the stage and never sing again.
It's a relief you grew up so peacefully.
If you had some kind of slight amnesia,
I would blame myself for my entire life.
Mr. Sun was right.
It was a relief that she doesn't know that her birth daughter already died.
Rourou. Meili ♫ Little child, did you cry today? ♫
Do you hate me?♫ Little child, did you cry today? ♫
I don't. ♫ Did all your friends already go, ♫
But from the time we met♫ leaving you with a loneliness that can't be taken away? ♫
You were still feeling unfamiliar with me. ♫ Beautiful child, did you cry today? ♫
It's not like that ♫ Beautiful child, did you cry today? ♫
I just don't know what to do.♫ Beautiful child, did you cry today? ♫
Yes. ♫ Did you dirty your pretty clothes, ♫
It was me that was too impatient. ♫ unable to find someone to confide in? ♫
I have never been a responsible mother to you.
So how could I have thought that you would accept me?♫ Clever child, did you cry today? ♫
It's not like that!♫ Clever child, did you cry today? ♫
It's just that this is so sudden.♫ Did you lose your beloved present, ♫
Even though you were not by my side, ♫ searching in the wind, from dawn until dusk? ♫
but your voice in song has always accompanied me.
And you have brought me a lot of memories of happiness.
A lot of times when I was feeling down, it was your songs that comforted me.♫ Dear child, quickly wipe away your tears ♫
You were always trying to find me,♫ Dear child, quickly wipe away your tears ♫
but all these years I have never felt lonely.♫ I'm willing to walk with you, on this path back home ♫
I have a family that loves me, and I live very happily.♫ I'm willing to walk with you, on this path back home ♫
Wait a moment.
Sorry, I have to pick this up.
Hello?
Sis, where are you?
Mom's surgery is done.
How is she?
It was successful. Hurry up and come.
Alright.
I'm sorry but I have stayed too long. I should go.
Let me take you.
No need.
Rourou, I just want to be with you a little longer.
I don't have any other motives.
Please don't say no.
Let's go.
Didn't Chairman said end it when it is still good?
You let Wang Xuan to take her home.
Aren't you afraid of a new branch grows out of a knot?(having complications.)
It is because I am afraid of anew branch grows out of a knot, so I let Wang Xuan take her home.(having complications.)
If you don't let her, would she ever give up?
If there any more mistake,
then the gains won't make up for the losses.
You go and tell that girl.
If Wang Xuan go see her again, she needs to give Wang Xuan hard time.
Also let Wang Xuan know clearly that she doesn't want to see Wang Xuan any more.
This way happening a few times.
With Wang Xuan's personality, she will sound out the difficulties and retreat to avoid defeat.
You must have a boyfriend?
I don't.
No one would like someone like me.
Who says?
Look at you with delicate features.
Look nice when you smile.
It is very attractive.
I believe the people who know will like you for sure.
Only you will say that.
I heard you are working at a delivery company.
Yes
It must be tiring.
Should I help you find a new job?
No need!
I like this job. Plus, I'm used to it.
But Mom can't bare it.
I think it's not that bad.
I am having my feet firmly planted on the ground and sincerely going through my life with my own ability.
Your such a good person.
Looks like they raised you into a good person.
But you shouldn't forget
You also have me now
Your probably not used to it yet
But if you need anything, make sure to let me know. Okay?
I understand. I will.
Rourou, what's wrong with you?
You're okay right?
I'm fine.
Xiao Li. Be careful driving.
We are here. Please stop over there.
Stop
You live here?
It's near here.
The road at my house is very small. This car won't be able to get by.
I can walk with you.
You can't!
What I meant was
you are public figure. It won't be good for you to show up at our place.
Besides, it will be trouble if people saw you.
Rourou
you haven't called me Mom yet
Can you call me Mom?
I'm sorry, I really have to go.
Rourou
My Rourou is already an adult
But she is not the little girl in my memory who likes to stick by my side
and calling me Mom.
She should be really gone now.
Looking at her I really want to tell her the truth
But when I think about her daughter's death
I can only swallow what I want to say.
It is not anyone who can lie.
Especially this kind of huge lie.
This is so painful.
Meiyan
Sis
How is it? Is Mom awake?
I don't know. She is still in CCU.
Meili, where did you go?
Didn't you know your Mom go into surgery today?
I had something important to do.
What is more important than your Mom's surgery.
Dad
Doctor
Doctor. We are Chen Jingshu's family. How is she doing?
She is very stable after the surgery.
She will be transfer to a regular ward in a minute.
If nothing goes wrong. She'll wake up soon.
Thank you. Thank you Doctor.
Thank you! Thank you, God.
Yes
Since your Mom came to the hospital. Our family hasn't had a peaceful day.
We are always very scared and on edge.
Finally, it is fine. Let's hope all the unlucky event in the past
will end along with this cut (surgery).
Or this medical bill and the hospital bill. How are we going to be able to afford it?
Come in.
Director. Teacher Wang has asked someone to call earlier.
She want me to tell you...
What?
She said the deadline has past.
But director hasn't let her hear
the new voice.
Does that mean...
Just say it in one go.
Teacher Wang said it means Xu Ruolin and her will be singing the song "Can't Bare to Part" for sure.
Slower!
Are you afraid people don't know you have good vital capacity?
Things changes easily.
Call Teacher Wang and told her that I got it.
Yes.
Wait. Did Jiang Meili come?
Director had a date with Jiang Meili?
Didn't you ask the delivery to come pick up stuff?
Right.
The delivery was here but it was not Jiang Meili.
Why? Why wasn't Jiang Meili here?
It is because the delivery company said Jiang Meili is on a leave.
On a leave.
[Wang Xuan]
Hello?
Meili, how are you?
I'm good.
I'm sorry but I am busy. I can't talk right now. Bye.
The past few days, Jiang Meilie has reported to us
that Wang Xuan hasn't cut off her contact with her.
But she has done what we have asked
and kept refusing Wang Xuan.
She said she could tell Wang Xuan sounded sad.
Also, she has asked
about the final instalment we have promised her. When will it be in her account.
She is in a hurry for it.
Tell her.
Until Wang Xuan totally gave up,
I will give it to her then.
Your 2 million dollars (US$ 60,000)
has also the same (condition).
Thank you.
Xiao Li, wait in the car.
Rourou lives here?
But Sun Ge told me the family he found has good economic background.
How...
Sorry to bother you
I want to ask, is there a girl named Jiang Meili living here?
Your that singer
Wang Xuan!
Why are you looking for her?
I am here to see her because of my friend ask me.
May I ask what's your relationship with her?
I am her landlord.
So you knew her since she was little?
Yes, their family rented from me for over twenty years.
I watched Meili this child grow up.
Ever since she was little, Meili was always kind-hearted and obedient.
I remember that year when her mother got sick.
And back then that five year old girl went outside at midnight,
knocking door to door on their neighbors' doors to come and save her mom.
If it wasn't for Meili, Jingshu and the child in her stomach wouldn't be here today.
And that's why we neighbors like to say
that Meili is the lucky star that God had provided for the Jiang family.
Then Meili must also have siblings?
Yes, she has a younger sister named Meiyan.
She was born after Meili came
From what your saying
Meili isn't their biological child?
She was just being raised by them right?
This...
Don't worry. I don't have any other intentions.
I really am just concerned.
If you asked me a while back, I wouldn't have admitted to you even if you hit me to death.
Because Meili's parents always warned to never let Meili know about this fact.
Who knows why though.
However, just a while before too, they were the ones that told Meili this fact.
Her parents always treated her very well, especially her mom.
She even treated her better than her own birth daughter.
We as neighbors, could all see this fact.
This child, Meili, always knew to make money to support her family.
Half of family burden was actually upon Meili's shoulders.
Her mom was severely sick and need to have surgery.
And because of this, there was a large surgery fee.
At first I wanted to talk with Meili about selling the house
because my son also needed money as soon as possible.
A few days ago, a few internet market people came over to look at the house.
But now, I am embarrassed to ask such a thing.
God, God, God, please look over me and look over our family.
It's already been days and she's still not awake.
Please look after us.
Jingshu.
Dad. Mom's is getting older. Her recovery speed isn't what it used to be.
When she's done resting, I believe that she will wake up.
Jingshu, Jingshu. Please wake up. Wake up.
The doctor said that the surgery was very successful and you will wake up soon.
Jingshu, do you hate me very much? Do you want to curse at me?
I know that I am useless.
Dad, don't worry about the money.
I've already taken care of it.
Didn't you look after Mom without sleeping these few days? Go home first and rest.
You have me.
Meili, in this family, you're the hardest worker here.
All this time, there was so much burden on you.
It should have been me who should support the family.
Not only was I not able to support the family,
but I also burdened you.
That is all in the past now. We are a family, so we should help each other.
Mei Sha Hospital Room 406
That woman looks like Wang Xuan.
She really looks like her now that you've mentioned it.
Luckily this family has you for support.
Dad doesn't have such good luck. I don't deserve such a good daughter like you.
Dad
You said before that you picked me up from the streets.
Do you know why my parents left me?
I remember back then that I was driving a car and suddenly you came out on the side of the road.
And I was scared to death.
I thought someone must have definitely abandoned you.
Meili
You... Why are you here?
You... your that famous singer Wang Xuan!
Nice to meet you! Nice to meet you!
Dad, let's go talk inside.
Wait a second. There are some things that I must tell your foster father.
You must be Meili's foster father.
I am so grateful to you.
You're welome. What's there to thank for?
Why is she thanking me?
-Dad...-Thank you for thanking care of Meili
Actually all these years, I regret it so much. I missed her so much.
You said..
you abandoned Meili?
I got it
This means your her real mother?
I thought Jinsheng already told you. Didn't he?
Who, who is Jinsheng?
Dad!
Shouldn't it be the time for Mom to change her IV? Why isn't the nurse here yet?
Did they forget? Why don't you go and look?
No, you finally came here by yourself.
Don't blame me for sounding impolite.
Your songs aren't that bad, but you as a person are!
This birth mother actually abandons her own daughter.
And goes off to marry a rich man, able to eat and drink graciously.
And so you won't care for your daughter anymore.
Dad, your misunderstanding.
I'm not mistaken. She said so herself!
If it wasn't for us, would you be able to meet her today?
-Dad!-Meili
Your Dad is right.
You raised her so well
If there's a chance
I really want to do something for your family.
Do what? It's too late now!
Dad, stop talking!
I...
The doctor is here.
-You are Chen Jingshu's... -I am her daughter.
The financial office wanted me to let you know that some fees aren't paid yet.
We have a guest right now, but we will pay the bill.
Miss Nurse, let me go with you. Let's see what isn't paid yet so I can pay.
Miss Wang, there's no need.
I will do it ourselves.
I'm sorry, please wait for me at the door.
Meili, don't be so polite with me now.
I really want to do something for you.
I am very thankful for your intentions, but this amount of money isn't small.
We can't take it.
Child, your foster mother raised you up all these years with all her care.
So just by this fact,
I am not grateful enough.
If I really can do something for her, then let me return it with some good intentions now.
Do you understand me? Don't reject me anymore, alright?
We want the money.
Dad!
Can you think of a better idea? If so, tell me.
I'll come back.
Miss Wang
Dad!
Let me ask you. How did she get here?
She said she is your birth mother out of her own mouth. So what really is happening?
You don't even know what happened and you scolded her. You even want her money.
How did I scold her? She brought out a pot and I just put on a lid.
I just went along with what she was saying. Just answering her.
You first explain what is going on.
Before Mom got the surgery, I encountered Wang Xuan's ex-manager.
She said that Wang Xuan is looking for her daughter.
So you are the daughter that Wang Xuan's been searching for all these years?
I'm faking it!
I had no choice but to promise Mr. Sun because of Mom's hospital fee and pretend to be her daughter.
So you must not let this fall through.
You're pretending? Do you know how dangerous that is?
If you Mom wakes up and finds out. Do you know how angry she would be?
If her real birth daughter appeared, then she will come and sue for fraud!
Her daughter died.
Died?
Anyways, if this matter gets bigger, the more easier it will be able to see through.
Don't let anyone know about this. Not even Meiyan.
Alright, I know.
I must think of a way. I need to end this matter before this gets out of hand.
Isn't that Wang Xuan? I listened to her songs while growing up.
It is. It really is her.
Isn't it Wang Xuan? Isn't it her?
Wow! Isn't that the great superstar Wang Xuan?
She is my sister's idol! I have to quickly tell Jie.
Dad. Sis.
Do you know who I just saw?
I saw big superstar Wang Xuan!
Jie, isn't she your idol?
Don't you have classes in the afternoon? Why are you here now?
Why are here. What about school?
Ah, the teacher took a day off.
Jie, quickly go and find her!
Your sister and I haven't eaten the whole day. Go buy us food.
What? I just got here. Let me first take a breath.
Take what breath. If you do so, you'll be out of time!
I don't want to go.
Wang... Wang... Wang...
You must be Meili's younger sister.
Wang... Wang...
Wang Wang Wang Wang what? You're not a puppy. (in China, dogs go 'wang' just like how dogs go 'woof' in the US)
I can see that Meili and you have a good relationship.
Aunty wants to thank you for letting Meili be your sister.
Wow, Wang Xuan is actually my auntie.
This might actually be a 'finding person' show. Where is it? Where's the camera?
My daughter, do you have a fever? What 'finding person' show?
You are too crazy in wanting to become a celebrity.
I don't believe it then. Why would Dad and Jie know Wang Xuan?
I...
Oh, you guys must be hiding something from me
It's always like this. I'm always the last one to find out.
Just like that time when I found out Sis wasn't Mom's real daughter
Don't say anymore!
Let me tell you, Wang Xuan is your sister's real mother.
Biological Mother?
Wow! I'm going to get a headache! Jie, why didn't you tell me?
Okay, okay, that's enough. Stop talking now. Do you need to tell you these kinds of things?
-Of course you have to. -You are still a little kid. You don't need to know too much.
Jie Jie should just talk with the adults now.
-So just stop asking questions anymore. -It's not early anymore.
The patient still needs to rest.
Meili, if you need any help, you must let me know.
I'm going.
I'll take you.
Dad, Wang Xuan!
What's good about Wang Xuan
Dad, why can't Wang Xuan be my biological Mother.
Say, was it me that was picked up on the street?
You, you! This ingrateful thing! You still are speaking!
Okay, I was just joking.
But Jie really is Wang Xuan's biological daughter?
That's enough. Don't say too much.
Let me tell you,
you must not tell anyone about this matter.
If you say anything, this will become into a big problem.
Why? Such a good thing, why can't I say anything about it?
You cannot tell anyone means you cannot tell anyone!
Okay, I know now.
But that Jie really is Wang Xuan's birth daughter is so cool!
If Jiang Meili took a long leave of absence, it means that she must have gone to the hospital to visit her mom.
This is not right.
I sent her a message and she didn't reply.
Is she mad at me?
And then if I suddenly appear?
Forget it. Forget it.
But that's not right!
I came because I am showing that I am caring! By what means does she have to be mad?
She should feel thankful from her heart and say thank me. That's what she should do.
She should really think carefully.
I came here for the sole purpose of visiting Auntie.
What can she possibly say after that?
There's nothing wrong with that!
Why did you lie to me?
You said you were living well.
I didn't want you to worry.
Then you shouldn't hide things from me.
Meili
We are Mother-Daughter, not strangers.
I can help you. Please don't ever hide anything from Mother.
You will only make me more worried.
Mom, thank you for coming here
But I hope there won't be a next time
It's burdensome.
Right when I heard about this, I came to the hospital to find you
I wasn't considerate of you.
I promise you, I won't be impulsive next time
However, you also need to promise me
Don't ever lie to me again.
No matter what, I should thank you.
Hearing your thank you
my heart hurts.
In this world
where do you find a mother and daughter always saying thank you to each other?
Wang Xuan and Jiang Meili?
When you searched for me these last 20 years, you never gave up
I believe that you left me because you had your own trouble.
I don't blame you.
So don't feel guilty anymore.
♫ My dear child, ♫
♫ why didn't you let me know? ♫
♫ Did the wind blow out the candle, ♫
Thank you Meili ♫ so that you'd have to walk alone in the dark? ♫
Do you know how important you forgiveness is?♫ Dear child, quickly wipe away your tears ♫
♫ I'm willing to walk with you, on this path back home ♫
I should be the thankful one
I'm so glad you were able to pay hospital bill.
Go back to the room. Take good care of your adoptive Mother.
I can go by myself.
Miss Wang, I'm sorry for lying to you.
Even though your daughter is no longer in this world
I believe that if she were to see how much you missed her
She would've definitely forgiven you.
Jiang Meili.
How come you're here?
I want to chat with you.
Wang Xuan is you Mother? What's your relationship?
What nonsense are you spouting? You must've heard wrong.
Jiang Meili
You know I'm very sensitive to sound.
My ears didn't hear wrong.
I am certain that I heard Wang Xuan say that she's your Mother.
Are you certain that everything you heard was right?
The whole world knows that she has only one daughter, Xu Ruolin.
How can she be my Mother?
If it was you and had a celebrity mom,
would you go here and there borrowing money and make deliveries no matter if it was sunny or raining?
Fine. I guess I was wrong.
Nonetheless, I definitely saw Wang Xuan.
Why is she here? Why is she paying your Mother's hospital fee.
Seems to me you're relationship with her isn't an ordinary one.
I'm her fan.
She has a good heart. She knows I'm going through a difficult time
that's why she came to see and even loaned me some money.
Are you satisfied with my answer?
If there's nothing else, I'm going.
Jiang Meili.
Director Guan, I beg of you
stop following me!
I don't want you to use me to scold Miss Xu.
Sorry,
I wasn't looking for you. I wanted to see your Mother.
Director Guan!
Director Guan
I heard that my sis didn't sing well
and didn't sign the contract either.
The $20,000 in the contract...
We'll talk about the contract when Auntie wakes up.
The money we own you, I will pay it back.
Jiang Meiyan, listen carefully
Don't do anything and just listen to whatever your sister says. Also, don't cause trouble.
Don't be concerned with adult business.
Why do you always treat me like a kid.
I will think of a way to earn the money back.
I will return the money!
Subtitles by The Secret Keepers @ Viki
Timing by xomachi
Translations by...
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♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫